Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Wednesday August 23, 2017 - 14 Month HRT measurements

Below are my current measurements and the change since last month. The picture is followed by an explanation and then a table showing the monthly changes since I began HRT,  on June 10, 2016.

The above chart shows my current measurements and the changes over last month. 

Only two areas had a slight change, my shoulders and my belly. Both of those were not welcomed changes. It shows that I must figure out how to get back into the gym.














42.5 43.0
ABOVE BREAST 37.0 37.0 38.0 38.0
BUST LINE 38 40.0 42.0 42.0
BRA BAND 36 34.0 34.5 34.5
WAIST@BELLY BUTTON 38 35.5 35.5 36.0
HIPS 40 39.0 39.0 39.0
THIGHS 37.0 37.0 37.0 37.0
HIPS VS SHOULDERS -- 3.0 3.5 4.0
BUST LINE VS BRA BAND 2.0 6.0 7.5 7.5

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Tuesday August 22, 2017 - Sexuality and HRT

One of the biggest changes under HRT is how my body has changed when dealing with intimacy.

The 40+ years of puberty until June 10, 2016, I learned and expected my body and mind to react in a certain way. Males who read this post understand what that is. Sometimes, just thinking about it get you ready. You are on a hair trigger and it does not take much.

However, under HRT, so much has changed.

Mentally, I do not think about it often. I am still attracted to woman but I do not get stirred up when I see a pretty woman. There is a calmness that is always there.

I no longer get an erection from just thinking about sex or intimacy. Usually it takes watching porn.

But also looking at myself nude. I never use to really look at myself as being sexually attractive. Now I do. Sometimes when passing a mirror to get in the shower, I get that feeling. I find my new body incredibly sexy.

Before my Doctor added generic Viagra, I could get an erection but I would not last. Now it does. But its how I get an erection that has changed.

I suspect that HRT's effect is different for everyone.

For me, I am still learning ow my new body works.  I can still function as a man, when the time comes. In the past my body would get ready quickly. Now, I need a some buildup time of kissing and intimacy to get in the mode.

As my life adjusts to HRT becoming an everyday normal part of my life, learning about my new body, both mentally and physically, is my main priority.

Monday, August 21, 2017

Monday August 21, 2017 - Solar Eclipse

I was in the Ga mountains on Saturday. I took my Grandkids on an annual day trip to swim in a mountain river. It was crowded because people from around the southeast have descended into the area, so they can watch the Solar Eclipse today.

I remember the last one in 1977, that I watched in NJ. I can not believe its been 40 years.

Saturday, August 19, 2017

Saturdkay August 19, 2017 - I am back

I am back. This week, I had a combination of writers block, a lot of work to get out and being tired.

Thank you for the emails of concern.

This brings up my new theory about life and existence.

We all have friends or know people only thru this virtual world. We access this world thru our machines (PC, mobile phone, tablet). If our device breaks, we can not longer communicate with our virtual community. We become "dead" to our community. However, it is assumed that we can fix or replace our technology and get back. Or in my case, I took sometime in the physical world to get some work completed and to relax. Now I am back.

What if our body is our "technology" to communicate in this physical world (reality)? The problem is that once this body breaks, we can no longer communicate with others in this reality. We can not buy another body and continue.

It's assumed, we are "dead". Once or body breaks, maybe we just move on with our other existence. Just like I did this past week.

Until we can upload ourselves into a cloud harddrive (Ray Kurzweld), which will allow us to have a new body "technology" build, death in this physical is final.

Who know? But I think we are about to find out in the next twenty years.

Meanwhile, I have alot to talk about with my virtual community

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Sunday August 13, 2017 - End Male Fail

Saturday was a very busy day for me. I had a presentation in the morning and hung out with my
Grandkids in the afternoon and evening.

We went to the movies,  shopping, dinner and visiting my brother. I now understand why people retire and say they want to spend more time with their grandkids.

Friday a bought this new stretch  T-shirt. I was a  woman's size small and I put it in over my sports bra.

It fits very tight and does a good job of flatting my chest, when in boy mode. I found it at Goodwill and plan on going to hunt for more.

Before T-shirt with regular bra.

After T-shirt over sports bra