My hormone levels were in the normal female range, based on my December 2016 blood readings. My doctor signed me up for a new free service that will allow me to monitor my blood readings online. So I will know my March 2017 blood results next week.
This is good because I changed my regime about a month ago and I would like to see how it affected my results. I did tell my doctor of the change and he recommended that I not change.
We had an honest talk about sex and he discussed a new drug he is recommending. He had recommended Cialis during my last visit. However, like Viagra, its is very expensive.
The active ingredient in Viagra is now in a generic form. While Viagra or Cialis is about $10 per pill, Sildenafil is about $0.50 per pill. So he gave me a prescription.
Over the past week, I have been having a difficult time sleeping. This morning I woke up, not feeling right. I think the change in my hormone regime is having an slow but steady impact. I have decided to go back to my original regime and add the new prescription.
I feel like I am in "no-woman's land" as I can not feel my femininity nor my masculinity. I want to go back to being able to cry more and feel my surroundings. I feel that male wall coming back.
Even though, I do not feel the need to dress much, that inner femininity is very important to me and now it not as strong it was. I want it, no I need it to be strong again.
Once I got a taste of Susan, I can not nor will not go back. It's who I am and have always been.
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