Thursday December 17, 2015 - Meeting all day.

I said in my previous post, that I had meetings all day. But I did not expect them to last as long as they did. I left home at 9:30 am and did not return until 7:30 pm.

In Atlanta, traffic had a lot to do with it.

Anyway, at my first meeting, there were five males and two females. Really, four males, three females, I was just acting and dressing like a male (lol).

The picture on the left is one of the two women wearing female clothing. She made it hard for me because I felt like her but could not express it, like she did. It activated my dysphoria and I critiqued her outfit and though about how I would improve it. I liked her makeup and her hair was ok.

But her skirt was too short for the couch. I am sure she figured we would be sitting on a chair around a desk. But we moved to a lounge area and her skirt showed too much thigh. She could not a cross her legs because that would raise her skirt higher. So she closed her legs at the knees and angled out her lower legs which spread her feet. It was kind of awkward but worked. I would have closed my legs at the knees and angle both legs in one direction with my ankles crossed.

I am not saying her sitting solution was worse than or better than mine. Its just different. But I felt so jealous of her. She looked really nice.

Tonight, I am going to the gym. Afterward, I am going to take some feminine time.

My Sitting solution                                                                                            

Her sitting solution