Thursday September 18, 2014 - A beautiful femday

It's great to get out a do a little girl shopping as a femboy. I feel I can try items on and they know its for me and I do not have to say its for someone else.

Its a happy feeling when you find that right item at a great price.

I went to Payless to look for shoes. I found these gorgeous heels that match a new wool hoodie I bought at Goodwill. Since it was a BOGO at 50%, I only paid $6.

That hoodie and matching heels only cost me about $8.00 total. I bought the Goodwill hoodie using my senior discount (another good reason to be a mature femboy).

The shoes look good on me.

I have to find the right nail polish or I might go with a french tip.

I am going to fill out the rest of this outfit, so I can go out one night.

I also bought a white scarf  and two colorful T-shirts to build out my new wardrobe.

To be a femboy

Its great to live in 2014 and be able to be a femboy without many problems.

I look at the young ones and wish I was under 25 again. However at over 55, I stay in shape and try to look younger. Instead of wishing I was 25, I embrace my age and wisdom and express my femboy.

I am so happy and feel great. Why should the young ones have all of the fun. I am going to start building my femboy network of friends thru volunteer work and keep stretching the femboy envelope.

I will probably become more fem than boy and may transition. But I have reached a spot on the gender continuum that I am happy with.

I will be finished after two years and over $10K with my beard removal. My face is next. I want a adams apple shave and work around my eyes and wrinkled forehead.

I have found a doctor who will give me hormone therapy, when I am ready (by 2016). I do want a more fem body with curves in the right place along with the mental changes.

I am changing my career to get ready for retirement and to be between a femboy and transgirl.

I...I...I

Am I becoming too self-centered. Heck No. It's my time. Femboy Rule!!!

September 16, 2014 - Shopping

It has been three months, since my last post. My work was frantic. But today is the second day I went out in femboy mode.... and I love it!

The first time, I tried it last Tuesday and had no looks or negative issues. I even had a lady at CVS refer to me as "ma'am" before correcting to "sir". I ignored it but said "yeah!" inside.

I was out all day shopping and having fun. It is great showing my feminine side and mixing it with my male side. I do not change my voice except its a little softer. But I still talk with people and I am not noticed. Well maybe a little, but who cares.

I wore :

• my black fem sneakers from payless shoes
• nude knee hi socks - too old school - to me stocking legs still look great
• grey leggings from Walmart
• I bought this nice green and tan belt from a thrift store - even the clerk complimented me on finding that belt
• Green hoodie
• Tan tee shirt
• grey hat - added "children first" pin for color
• pearl-like earrings
• necklace with gold heart
• green bracelet
• silver ring

There was no way people did not know I was a fem and male mixed. I did not wear makeup, except for a little clear lip gloss and I brushed my sculpted eyebrows. That was it, no foundation, no eye makeup or wig. I keep my hair shaved, so I just wear a fem hat.

I am currently having my beard removed and after two years I am toward the end, so my beard  shadow is very light. I can go one week with out shaving. I use to have to shave every day or twice a day, if in fem mode.

I am going to get new glasses and one pair will be very fem for days like this.

My ears appeared pierced, but they are not. I take earrings and cut the back stems and I use nail glue to glue the base on my ear lobes. It works great.

I keep my nails a little long and I take good care of them. I keep them sculptured and buffed.

I went to CVS to buy some paper towels, Goodwill and Value Village to expand my fem clothes, lunched at Jersey Mikes and gas for the car.

It took all day because I got caught in two bad traffic jams, due to car accidents. One was on the Interstate which shut down for 20 minutes.

I enjoy this look so much. I never has so much fun and felt so at ease.  Shopping for fem clothes and trying them on without guilt was great.

This reflects who I am inside and for the first time, it felt right. I will definitely do this more and more. I wish my friend Maxine was alive to join me out and about.