New City Seakers

I used an online coupon to purchase a couple of women sneakers for the summer and fall. I use Payless Shoes because I wear a size 12 and they have a every good selection (sometimes :-}).

I already own a black pair, so these two should cover most colors through the summer and fall. They were two for $20.00 online. This is the first time I bought a pair online and I am having them shipped to my local store.

I hope to have them next week. If so, I will take a pair to Dallas to wear every day with my new jeans. I do not want to wear my black pair because it will be warm in Dallas 80+ and the white pair or mixed color is more summer like.

Food Poisoning

Friday, I eat some bad food and got sick. I was out from Friday at 5 pm until 9 am Saturday. It's 1 am Sunday and I can finally eat again. I am going to swear off hot dogs for awhile. I was told they are not good for you. But I was hunger and had a busy morning and afternoon ahead. So I stopped at a gas station and bought a hot dog.

I laid around the house Saturday in my pink robe and fluffy slippers.

My new wardrobe

Today I am going to start wearing leggings and skinny jeans with women flats. It will take me a few months to integrate this look 100% of the time.

Today, I wore a pair of leggings with a blue flat. These shoes have a bow (Payless) and I will not wear that flats with bows out in public. I will start with a more basic flat now. I will add more feminine flats by winter.

I like leggings and they look good on me with flats. However, I will probably wear my skinny jeans at first until I get more confident.

I have a pair of the shoes below and will wear those with a few other black flats I have. I will add my Payless Kens now. I own a pair of black and will add a few more colors with weekend. I bought some different color shoe strings so I can match the shoe strings with my clothes.

I own a pair of these in black.

I own a pair of these and will add some more colors this weekend.

Some of the shoe strings I bought, yesterday.

Feminizing my wardrobe

I am leaving my job of the past 30+ years to work full-time on my other business. The economy is growing and I can now make that business full-time. This is going to allow me to feminize my wardrobe.

First, I am going back to wearing women flats everyday. I use to do that back in the late 90's and early 2000's but got away from it. While I was wearing them, I had not issues in the public. Most people probably never looked and others did not care.

I use to wear the pair below in brown or black. I bought them through Women Within catalog.

I also had a part of these, which I wore out.

I also had a few pair in tan and blue. Basically my colors were neutral and it made me feel safer and kind of hind my feet in plain site.

However, this time I am going for a more feminine shoe. I will still keep some shoes like the ones above, but I am going to include some of the ones below.

I must get some flat boots with fur trim. I love this look with a pair of leggings or skinny jeans.

I love the mid calf height with the fur trim along the top. The blue jeans are OK, but the leggings or tights are sooooo cute.

Getting Started

I have so much to talk about, I do not know where to start. In the coming days, I will begin at the beginning, with the years leading up to today. I will start with my life history up until 2010, when you journey to womanhood started. I still hide Susan but she is so close to the surface. I am getting ready to "birth" out into the world in late 2014 or early 2015.

This is a picture of me getting ready to go out with Maxine to a club in Orlando in 2011. I love going out with her, but she is so pretty and feminine, she attracts all the attention. The party does not start until Maxine gets there.

I feel like a leftover,but I know I am learning from the best. I get my share of attention, but not like her.

I had hoped to become as confident as her and just meet everyone, laugh and have fun.But right now, I am too serous when I go out. I am too worried about how I look and what people will say.

I do not know what to do know because I do not feel safe enough to go out alone. ;-{