Wednesday May 31, 2017 - HRT @ 50 weeks

Its been awhile that every morning I get up, I need to put on a bra to get support. This morning I noticed that my breasts are filling out and seem to be getting heavier. I wear my 36C bra and I noticed today, that I am filling this bra size out.

I think I am getting closer to a 36D. If you look at the picture, I am filling the cups and the underwire are is begining to lift off of my body as the cups attempt to contain fuller breasts.

I am going to purchase a 36D bra, just in case. Because if I get another spurt, the 36C bra will become too small. Because of this continued growth, I have decided not to purchase too many bras at a given size.

I always wanted a B or C cup. But at a D or bigger will make my male presentation very difficult. If it happens that I become a D cup or bigger, I will have to deal with it.

My friend Karen suggested that I purchase some compression T-shirts. I think I will purchase a few of these shirts along with a couple of 36D bras.

Tuesday May 30, 2017 - Meeting with daughters

Yesterday, I had a meeting with my three daughter at their request, to discuss my transition. They were just wondering how things were going.

I told them how my mental and emotional states have changes for the better (link). Also, I have decided not to transition and present full time as a woman. That I am so happy that my dsyphoria is gone and I no longer have that constant drive to present female.



I now present how I want and when I want.

They felt much better after our talk and I was glad they wanted to talk about it.

Monday May 29,2017 - Memorial Day

I am going to take the grand kids swimming today.

Remembering those who gave the greatest sacrifice so we can enjoy our freedom to change.

Below is an interesting infographic about Memorial Day travel.

Sunday May 28, 2017 - Which dress is best for your body type.

While shopping at Goodwill, I try on different dresses to figure out which dress looks best on me. Here is a nice guide I found that helps me out.

I have more of a Triangle or Rectangle look. In both cases, the shoulders are exposed and  a tight waist is highlighted.

Friday May 26, 2017 - Hip pain

Over the last two days, I have had hip pain in both hips. I have not had pain like this before. I can not tell exactly where the pain is, its just my whole hip area has a constant dull pain. It's not the fat area or a muscle cramp. It could be a ligament or an area around the bones. It feels most like my hips being out of place.

Everything I read states that HRT can only add fat to your hips and butt area to give it a more feminine look. Once your bones are set, HRT can not change them and that makes sense.

But I have had this pain for two days, which makes it hard to walk and sleep. During the day, if I sit for a long period of time, when I get up to walk, the pain is there.

At night, it is hard for me to lay down and I feel uncomfortable. It feels like my hips are not in alignment.  Its as though they are slightly twisted and out of alignment.

I do not know what it is. If it persists, I will go to my Doctor.