It was OK, but I did not really like that look. It was too feminine. I know my Femboy look probably appears very feminine to some. But for me women flats give me a better look.
I think part of the problem is that this is my five year anniversary. Five years ago today, I decided to start this journey. I started it by deciding to lose weight. I wanted to go from a 45 inch waist to a 32 inch waist. It took me 18 months but I got down to a 30 inch waist and I am still there. Then after six months of reaching that goal, I started electrology via e3000 in Dallas. 27 months later, I am finishing what little beard remains.
Now what's next. I will be retiring from my job and I hope that my business can become full-time.
Maybe all of this is anxiety about the next step, which will be HRT. I found a local doctor who I have been using as my regular doctor for the past year. I chose him because he had a TG clientele that he advertises on his website. He relies on informed consent.
Once I start, I know the mental changes will be great and could really make Susan uncontrollable. Am I ready to leave the old me behind? Yes and No.
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